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Did I ever do an update that said how evil that geography trip was? No? Well the basics are I nearly died from hypothermia... wow! Mebbe a slight exaggeration, again. ^^; Oh, and I'm under close observation from certain teachers... for some reason they think I have certain tendancies... hmm... ¬_¬ Nah, the trip was alright, when we weren't working... though come to think of it we were pretty much always working, for about 11 hours each day... guess that actually makes it pretty crappy then huh?

Mokays, so me first night at the SU was pretty freakin' awsome... my friends truly do rock, yep. <3
And I so totally didn't need to be drunk, dancing with the guys under a stupidly big speaker and many lights was sufficcient enough for meeee. ^_^ Could have done without being pushed down in the pit though, and strobe lights really don't help with one's coordination. Heh.
Friend's 18^th party last night was muchly fun as well =D Not as many people turned up as were expected, but in some cases me sees that as a good thing. More peoples should have Xmas music playing whilst skanking around with bottles o' beer! xD Gets a laugh at least. Suffered one of my infaous 'episodes' though, which messed things up a tad for me... plus I've confirmed some thoughts of mine...

...People try to play up to stereotypical expectations regardless of how that may affect a small, yet important, number of others around them.
People may try and help you at some points in life... yet, how can the advice they give be accurate or useful if they do not experience the exact same emotions, in the exact same context? Everything is highly subjective and personal and will therefore vary between people and their most effective styles of coping.
Hence, I do not know more than 2 people who even come close to fully understanding my current most important issue. Other's like to think they know or understand... but not from my perspective... for I am an exception to the rules. 

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Meh... dunno where to start.

Basically I'm real irritated because I'm not gonna be able to see any of my best friends for the next whole week... Why? Because I have to go on a school trip to Shrewsbury in order to do coursework. Oi, 'cause that's possible in a week! ¬_¬ Therefore, going to be working about 13 hors a day, with people I ain't actually friends with, staying in a youth hostel whilst studying rivers... oh the joys of it all. Still, think I'm beyond the point of giving a shit about geography now, as long as I manage not to get myself kicked off the course. Heh. Gonna be uber busy when/if I get back as well, what with missing a week's worth of school work.

So that's a nice lead up to an opportunity for me to write my philosophy on life. Warning: May shorten your lifespan. Optimism is required beyond this point.

"The decent part of your youth is spent being controlled, working and training for some dream job you'll probably never end up in. And what would this job be for? To earn enough money for the food and essentials that are required for 'life' in order to keep yourself alive those few more days? We spend this life of ours in a mundane cycle; sleeping, eating, working. Stop. Repeat. Sleep, eat, work. In order to make this repetitive cycle as bearable as possible, take the liberty you have and do what you want, when and how you want, regardless of how others may try and influence and affect your cycle of existence."

Roity... on a slighty better note (for me) I'm actually doing something constructive every so often! Looking forward to art lessons is a bonus... but only because I've been given explicit permission to pretty much just sit and draw faeries and the like. xD Aaand, without wanting to mention certain peoples... I've been having an awsome time with my 'bro' and my coo' proxy-uncle Chewie and his spiffy furrends. Gawd... my hair still smells of smoke. o_O; Must make more time for sociable stoof. Unless it involves seeing another film like 'Jarhead'... which was good an' all, but was a pretty pointless waste of 2 hours. -_-

Aaaanywho... may attempt to update more and get some arty stuff up, perhaps.

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[	Can hear...	|	SOAD ~ Arials	]

No, all is not as it was. All is neither 'full of love' nor fine an' dandy.
Welcome to my revolution... Welcome back to reality...

Personas please nobody. Do you act to please others, or, act in accordance to the way you truly feel and learn to accept the consequences?

Yes, life may well be a joke, albeit a really bad one. ¬_¬

Living life optimistically is to be living in a world of false hope and hollow promises, which can only end in disappointment.

A half-assed effort is better than no effort at all... at least you'll have something to show for it.

There's always someone worse off, and you will eventually get over it.

Do not attempt to contradict me, I am in the 'angry phase'. Cheers.
Much luff to my smelly, 'proxy brother' and to the awsome Jack.

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Your true emotion is depression.

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May add more at a later date? ^_^;